My mom finally arrived for the big day, which is in just a few days. I am terrified. I’m ok one minute, then shaking in fear, then ok after a cup of coffee or a piece of fruit, and then feel terrified again. It comes and goes. I’ve been pretty good with pain in the past (braces, some broken bones, wisdom teeth, cuts and bruises, small operations, etc) but this is a whole new level of pain that I cannot even imagine. So all in all, it’s good to have someone who already experienced it close by.
So we’re eating a bunch of Korean food every day, which is quite soothing for me and nostalgic for G. I try my best to cook Korean and having a lot of experience cooking with my mom and grandmother, I feel quite confident, but there’s nothing better than home food prepared by your own mother. Have a great weekend with yummy food!
엄마는 오셨는데 아직 소식은 없는 상황. 대신 한식을 엄청 많이 먹고 있다. 어릴적부터 제사도 많이 지내는 큰집이라 한식을 꽤 하는 편이라고 생각했는데 엄마의 손맛은 따라갈 수 없는 법. 별것도 아닌 반찬이나 음식을 만들어도 왜 훨씬 더 맛있는거지. 흑.
아직 소식은 없지만 하루하루, 매시간이 약간 무서워지고 두려워지는 요즘. 무섭고 겁이 나서 잠도 잘 안온다 흑. 어쨌든 해피 주말!
All photos by rachelsanghee.